Not being appreciated, again.

• Birthday went by and all I got was half hearted wishes.
• He said he isn't good with presents. He said he doesn't know what to buy me, which is stupid because I've told him thousands of times. He doesn't care.
• It seems that he does not love me, but he hasn't realised yet. I hope he doesn't for a little longer because I'm crazy about him.
• Oh, he makes love to me, and he never refuses a favour but he is so absend minded, so somewhere else...maybe there is already someone else. I don't know...
• I wish somebody loved me.
• Not like the silly goodfornothings who want to fuck but really love me, really find me amazing and irreplaceable.
• I think maybe there is someone...my old crush. Maybe I think I saw a glimpse of a twinkle in his eye.
• The truth is I've been thinking about trying...